Masochism: Day 54/75

download (7)Decided to quit smoking for the 90 millionth time. I am just going on 20 something hours of cold turkey and I could probably kill someone. The problem that I am having is that I am around smokers. Not just smokers but, chain smokers. The constant smell of cigarettes is making this a heartbreaking task. It makes me want to put it off yet again. But if I keep putting it off, will I ever quit.

Another thought I had today was the possibility of  building an immunity to the devastation that is quitting cold turkey. What would happen to your body if you constantly quit cold turkey. Does it get easier every time you quit?   Is is less distressing? less emotional?

Is there anyone out there that is going through the whole quitting thing… have any tips for me?


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