It is amazing how fast a year goes by, when you are looking back on it. I spent half this year (just about) in a single status. In that time, I found parts of myself that I had let go of along the way, I learned new things about my strength and courage, I grew as a person, a mother as an individual.
I enjoyed learning about myself and have been presented a blast from the past. Here is the issue as I see it. Do I believe in said individuals words of change and repentance or do I believe my gut when it screams
(((HELLO, SAME SHIT)))
I do battle with these feelings everyday quite literally! Tonight is no exception. So I will drop this here, have a cup of tea and veg out on Netflix until I doze off.